Depression

It is a stupid thing to use out all your happy juice on speed, for no purpose.

I'm an idiot.

It is also stupid to judge your ability based on manic productivity.

Moronic.

In this country where people disappear everyday, no one will notice my absence.

I have purposely cut off all acquantances and got them annoyed.

I want no morners.

.... how?

how?

I bet someone will shoot me for $500.

This life is not worth it, life is suffering and death is release.

I have no debt and no dependents.

Time to quit.